PRESENT DREAMING OF FUTURED PAST

I learned to imagine my childhood
as a time when I would dayfuturedream 
of a spacetime wherewhen everything 
would be experienced as vuja de 
(instead of deja vu) in which nothing 
had ever been lived before and everything 
seemed totally new and unexpected 
happening on a road never before traveled 
through countryside newly created
and life freshly emergently creating itself
as a learning-to-see the ever-newness 
of the present and to daypastdream
of the still-ever-creating past
which just might come to pass
in a vuja de dreamland future