As with any illumination pattern, say the scientists,
some shine brighter than others.
The same with memory.
The lensing effect of light
reflected off a curved rim of any size
collects at a point on the surface--
of coffee in a cup or water in a pool
or even intergalactic rays of spacetimelight
reflecting off the edge of a galaxy--
and focuses and distorts in cusp-curve effect
onto predictable places in spacetime.
So it is with memory.
The relative dimness of some places
is precisely balanced out
by the relative luminosity of other places;
with memory balancing the same way
in a Universal Memory Principle
in which some placetimes are recalled brightly
while others remain dimmed or uncollected.
When I think of my hometown,
the memories traveling as timethoughts
focus in lensing effect
on the once viable downtown of the 1950s-’60s,
concentrating memory rays there
when a vibrant downtown was filled
with the lifelight of people
traveling to town to do their business:
to ambulate, congregate, recreate, inebriate,
and drink coffee with timelight
in focus on their living surfaces
and bloviate with friends and acquaintances
on the corners of time
where few remember to stand today.
I might get a haircut and buy the latest comics:
Superman, Batman or Archie
or watch several movies at the State Theater:
Flash Gordon, Red Ryder, Hopalong Cassidy
and eat chess pie at Winnie’s Grill
and shop for toys at the five-and-dimes
and later, as a teen, play pool at Central Pool Hall
hiding from Dad--I should have been working
at the small-town newspaper in a town
which had a real downtown
where its lifelight flourished
for a time.
And in the past-future time of now
I focus on the cusp-curve lensing effect
of my collected, luminous mind-images
of downtown light past
which is not yet entirely passed.